Know what bugs me about our Saturday shopping trip – more than the money we have to spend on it?

The fact that we go every two weeks but some times, the shopping list is double what we normally need to buy. See, sometimes it is like we run out of everything all at once. And that makes it really expensive and really annoying.

I try to convince myself that I am just gonna build muscles carrying in that eight bazillion pound bucket of cat litter, but truthfully? I’m just gonna have sore feet, be broke, and be all sweaty.

And the worst part is having to shop for food, its just not FUN. I could spend hours shopping for toys, socks, shoes, clothes, everything else, but food shopping is just not fun. I hate getting it all home and trying to put it all away, I hate trying to figure out if something is a good deal or not.

HATE IT.

On the plus, we do get to shop for a new spring coat for Logan (Even though it is snowing RIGHT NOW) and rubber boots for both Parker and Blake. It’s weird, but it looks like both their boots were cut with a knife, the “holes” in them are so straight. Luckily, (HA!) it’s snowing, so they don’t have to worry about their holy boots, they are wearing their winter boots, but soon (Hopefully) the snow will melt again and we will actually need the boots.

Won’t we?

Every freaking year I do this. I sit on my ass swearing that this is gonna be the winter I lose weight, this is gonna be the winter that I shed it all so that I can feel comfortable in shorts and tee shirts without a sweater to hide my pork belleh, but nope, here we are on the cusp of spring and I haven’t lost an ounce of weight.

I suck So bad.

I know that quick weight loss isn’t gonna happen by itself, I know that in order to lose weight I need to get up off my ass, but there are so many things that i need to do online, so many things that i want to do online, that I cant bring myself to get up and move around.

Dude. I might be addicted to the internet. And chocolate. And coffee laced with cream and sugar. And chips with LOTS of dip.

Dammit.

I don’t wanna be fat :O(

Maybe I will start the 30 day shred thing again. i got to day five last time, I will make it my goal to get to day six and see how that goes. Can;t start til Tuesday ‘cus the kids are home til then and the idea of working out in front of Micah or the boys is on my top ten list of things i never ever EVER want to do, But we will see. Maybe I can do it this time?