I’m back home from the dentists and in a serious amount of discomfort and the horrifying thing is that the freezing has yet to wear off and I am already in pain. What the heck am I in for? Wow.

At least I have a time line to look forward to. She said I will hurt today, and I will hurt tomorrow, but by Thursday I should be on the upward swing of things.

Oh and she also said i should expect some bone shards to work their way out of my gums in the next 4 months. Yeah. OUCH!

Wanna talk thebest supplements for weight loss? Fine, you talk supplements, I’m gonna talk mashed potatoes, smoothies, oatmeal and soup to eat for the forseeable future!

*Sob*

And pee ess : I can’t even see how my teeth look because my lips are swollen and I have a yard of gauze in my mouth. Le Sigh.

I’m cold and sad and scared and worried and that’s a bad bad combination. I should be researching thebest weight loss supplements but instead I am fantasizing about a hot bubble bath and a nice hot cup of java.

I’m trying *really* hard to keep Tuesday put of my mind, but it’s there no matter what I think about . I wonder if they will cancel it if I am insane form the worry by then!

I wonder if I am gonna heal as fast as everyone else says i will, if I am just being a big old baby about it all. I guess “everyone’s feelings have merits” but I do tend to dramatize things…Am I being a drama queen? I think I should pour myself a big cup of coffee, then put on some thick fuzzy socks to keep my feet warm and then…watch some TV? Fool around on Facebook?

gah! I wish it was summer time. I would go lay outside on a blankie in the sun and read a good book. Right now, though, My backyard is under four feet of snow

I have to admit it here guys, I’m pretty nervous about this upcoming Tuesday. I am NOT a fan of pain. And? Getting all your top teeth taken out, with an abscessed tooth, to boot, is definitely gonna hurt.

On one hand, I kinda want the dentist to say “Hey, we cant pull your teeth because of this abscess, take these pills and come back in a week”, but on the other hand, I kind of want to get it done and over with once and for all.

No worrying “does lipofuze really work” for me for a while, eh? I will be on a soft food diet for a week or more, I would think. My mother in law assures me that by the second day I will be eating like normal, but I think she might be on Crack Cocaine, so yeah. I kind of hope I end up losing weight, but at the same time, one of the soft foods I plan on eating is Ice cream so that might not work out the way I want it too LOL.

So anyway, a huge amount stress and worry and worry and stress going on here. Hope I don’t get an ulcer!

Dear people who make me Advil Liquid Gels; I LOVE YOU. Last night my head felt like there were eighteen steel drums with eighteen men with eighteen steel bats in side, pounding their eighteen wee hearts out.

In other words. I had an owie. And that sucked.

Last night was Date Night. And more importantly it was Lets Celebrate Micah’s Birthday, Date Night. If you have ever had a headache, and I am sure you have, why else would you work at making headache pan relievers if you have never had a headache, am I right? You know I am. AHNYWAY. If you have ever had a headache, you know it’s damn near impossible to have a fin time when your head has eighteen miniature drum-pounders working overtime inside it.

So, Thank you makers of Advil, for letting me swallow your sweet sweet pills and make my headache disappear. My husband and I had a wonderful time last night

Sincerely, Me.
XOXO

I mentioned in this post, that We had done a BIG clean up of the children’s rooms, and let me tell you a secret, a HUGE help to getting the dust and old socks and fallen lego’s from behind the beds, is casters.

One of the boys has casters on his bed, and the other does not. Let me tell you, there was swearing and sweating to move the older boys bed, but the younger boys was just a matter of reaching back to unlock the wheels and voila! Bed moved.

I want to get rid of the carpet in our youngest sons room, and put in wood flooring like the boys have in their rooms downstairs, and when we do that, we will probably get him a new bed, the one he has now was bought online from kijiji, and is in poor shape now.

I want to get rid of the rug in my room as well, but I am worried that the floors will be cold when I wake up, LOL

Today my husband turns 32, we have been married or together for 14 of those 32 years, which is pretty cool, if you think about it. He hasn’t changed a lot, over the last 14 years, maybe a little quieter and a little taller, but other then that, he is the same man I fell in love with in 1997,

My Husband generally doesn’t get spoiled on his birthday becuase it’s so close to Christmas, but this year he did OK, lol. We got him a Bluetooth headset. Hand held cell phone calls were banned in vehicles January1, 2010, and my husband got his first cell phone in December, so it was something he needed.

he also got some clothes (LOL< How boring!) But like I said, he doesn't get overly spoiled on his birthday becuase we spend all our money on Christmas, and Yes, he DID get spoiled over Christmas.

One cool thing is this :

My eleven year old son drew this on the birthday card he made for his dad. Pretty damn good, eh? He didn’t trace it, either, so I;m super impressed, as was his dad

AHNYway. Happy Birthday to a wonderful guy. Never change <3

the start of a new year is a great time to start taking better care of your personal records. Using document management software is a good start, but you can also just get a box and a note book. write things down, major purchases, major events in the note book and keep all your receipts. you can sort them at the end of the year or as you buy things, you can sort them.

I like to sort them throughout the year becuase facing 365 days worth of papers is terrifying, lol

this year I have medical records to keep becuase for the first time ever, my drug plan has been exceeded by the amount of drugs I have been on and I can claim the drugs on my tax returns.

Ive been sick pretty much all of 2010, and hope that it will not be the same for 2011, but so far it is not looking promising.